Here...

I like my best friend here and it sucks.

Cause now we’re not talking.

So now I feel rejected, embarrassed, and alone.

We spend like all day eeer’ day together usually and now, this week we’re not speaking and I’m so upset about it and everyone else in my building feels sorry for me I think.

Yesterday, I was in the lounge cleaning my paintbrushes and he walks by, looks to see who’s in the room, sees it’s me, and speeds up. I thought I was going to have a panic attack I was so upset. I practically had to run to the bathroom to calm myself down.

I can’t think about anything else.